that sounds so painful! getting hurt doing fun things I feel like is even more painful. my dad got really injured when we were playing frisbee with our old dog, this is decades ago now, just falling down street tripping over his feet trying to catch a frisbee slung from an errant throw by his children but turning around and running at the perfectly worst odd angle to the curb of the street. he went down hard and broke his ribs and wrist and leg and we all felt really badly about it because in the instant before, he was so happy and we were all having fun.

life is weird like in these moments i think.