me being here is an evolution of my form of experssion here. i've said stuff that's made people upset, made people mad maybe even and that's okay. I can appreciate that they don't like my content or me or whatever and they've been downvoting me or muting my replies on their posts.

it's still pretty interesting being here so far, sometimes it's even fun. when I don't think about hive being a grind for tokens, it's more fun that way.

whenever I get like 1 hive on a post, I feel so successful, however. it's a dopamine rush that's like in a video game you're really into and you pass a big area or score a bag of good loot. I'm playing subnautica sub zero right now and whenever I put stuff into my hbd savings and/or power up, I feel just like in that game making an underwater deep sea vent sea base.