You come across as very tormented man. Thus your posts are more like ramblings. Which is really doing you an injustice because it's obvious that you put much effort into research.

I think you should filter your posts better and stay methodical to your main point.

This for example:

My bad, I've talked about the conspiracy angle for too long.
I could delete it all right now, it's not even relevant to the main topic.
Blame it on my A.D.D. baby.

It's really an unnecessary thing to read and you are your own enemy since I can tell you want your posts to be grand.

Which they can be... if only you leave out the 'emotional wandering thoughts' while you write.

More structure, conviction and deliberate language. Less tangents, double guessing and attempts to add unnecessary comic relief.