I am currently in a critical stage in my life, in regards to fully utilizing what I hope is wisdom to let go off all attachments(past thoughtforms and even cannabis), release my mind from any expectations(living in the future) and try to live in the now/ reality.

• Detoxing (gerson therapy, infrared suanas, intermintent fasting) has helped with my attachments.

• making commitments to myself to stay in a practice of waking up at 4am so that I may meditate and exercise keeps me grounded in the now.

• accepting the now as perfect has allowed me to better accept others, be involved but not attached.

Through these practices I aim to manifest what my subconcious is trying to acheive.

But that is the thing... I plan on manifesting by clearing my mind/ego of all thought. Kind of like starring at a 3d puzzle... The less you strain the clearer the picture.

Theres so much more i can ramble about on this but as im sure your aware, words tend to cause static and take way from what is.