Maybe I'm against the commitment level of children, but I could definitely do better with a bit more responsibility and discipline. Which rolls into point #3...

I need to do more with the pushing and the pulling + a more nutritious whole-food diet during my hectic school days! It not so much the steps because I've always had that soccer-style endurance, but I need more horsepower!

For point 2, I need to learn the tech skills behind streaming and editing. I used to edit for TV for a living, but the technical aspects the past 10 years have kept me off Twitch/YT/3peak. If I want to get serious about building my brand and getting out of USA, it is time I learned this stuff yesterday and get to it.

So far, I can't even keep the consistency of actifit posts but somehow I want to build a personal brand? I need a more strategic plan cuz I'm just grapsing at straws at the moment, grabbing onto whatever feels good.

It would be nice to have quite a few different convos with Jane about how things are going in this world. She would have been fighting like hell against this state of affairs and putting in the work to create the future she wanted. Miss her all the time. We are all worse off without her around anymore.