No matter your age, your level of maturity hasn't advanced enough for you to begin taking true responsibility for your own actions. No amount of placing the blame on other people can make up for that dearth of personal substance. Stop embarrassing yourself begging for "solutions" and demanding others satisfy your conditions. I don't cater to others, especially when they act like petulant teenagers.

You're muted, so if you respond, you're only doing so to virtue signal to uninvolved third parties.