Sorry to hear you have been having issues. Best recommendation when internet shit gets hot is always just step back. Let your voting power recharge, cool off and come back and focus on rewarding good content. Discover some people totally separate from whatever toxic scene is sweating you. Post hardfork 21, curation is going to be way more worthwhile.

Maybe a good opportunity for a fresh start?
I’m gonna remove my silly reciprocal downvotes. Sounds like this shit is stressing you out.

Take a break brother!