Choking and gagging on nervous spit,
I'm going to the gallows,
My soul cannot endure it,
God must know,
That this is too much,
I'm going to die
Removed from the touch
Of the one who promised to be
My beloved.
What is it I have done?
To deserve this fate
For her away to run
And leave me in this state?
God can give me grace
And mercy with Him I'll see
But I must run this race
Condemned I am to be
Without my beloved.
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This was written at a pretty dark point in my life. I don't remember if it was before or after my second time putting a noose around my neck and miraculously changing my mind (the first time I gagged, the second time a song snapped me back to reality) but the gallows is still such a scary image to me looking back at that time. I'm glad to be through all of that....
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