Time to write from the inner prism. the depths I dust off and shake out from time to time.
This is about beingness. Reason for actions untold, unaccounted for, unchecked and quite honestly of impulsive inner guidance.
Why in the fuck did I fly to Peru on borrowed dimes and times?
I tell you now, out of sheer thrill to share more of my self. It seems to inspire the desire on humanity to get off their knees and rise to the occassion of liberated force to be reckoned with, and feared.
I was living in a basement..well at that exact point in 2014 I was above ground, but living in your parent's basement has that ohhhh twang to it. A certain degenerated recognition so many programmed minds share alike.
I was going nowhere fast!
Standing in a coccoon fully formed and seeing unto the world and realizing there is not a place my wings would ever be appreciated, never honoured or held in equal terms to another, I am as the world views, a less than, a nobody and good for nothing.
Yes I have had such negativity bearing down on me a long ass time. Not much anymore.
I was down on myelf, but I was also as of 2007 very deep into study, research and wild occult knowings. Piecing the world puzzle together and answering all my youthful questions. Why in the fuck is this world so messed up!!??
I learned the answers, the reasons, the positioned plays to blind the eyes of the ignorant masses. I figured this out and I plodded along, observing, seeking within for the direction. I knew and still know, the greater human race, you don't have a clue, and instead you force your unknowing onto others in order to satisfy your own fears and ego.
Life is not about a job struggling to pay a mortgage, whilst withering away in abject misery drowning in debt trying to pay for some fake semblence of happy.
I would not nor will I ever in this moment onward give into that weakness again. To succumb to the consciousness of lack, of servitude and I am no better than anything therefore I must suffer for my ineptitude.
Never!!
I understand the slavery system. The technologies and methodologies of how to maintain a zombie populace. The depth and insidious nature of the ones who perpetate such malignant actions upon my human family.
It is about your energy. Your emotion is energy, raw and powerful. Everything this system is designed for is instigating ignorant and reckless behaviour to illicit from you your emotional energy, your chi, prana, mana, life force. The school system, the dead end job, planning a miserable retirement somewhere. It is all a trap designed to suck you dry.
Why knowing this in full clarity of my higher self would I ever in a million years agree to such nonsense?
I see this world such as it is, why would I help to enable this charade any further?
I made a stand and chose I would not feed the beast. Through radio online and with similar people we educated the listeners, brought spiritual harmony forward to seed into the collective.
I gained word of a project in Peru perporting to stand for what I felt was a way to honour myself and to assist the greater whole.
I wrote of my Peruvian Tales elsewhere and in another time. Here I only share base philosophy.
That is how I maintain my energy for my own creation and co-creation. I cannot and choose through free will, not to feed the beast. I find alternatives to survive and spirit willing thrive.
Hence Peru. I do not speak the language, I am not here legally, I have no i.d. tying me into any network. I have sheered off those shackles and in so doing plunged myself into a space not many dare tread.
I am cut off from any systemic support structure tied into and fuelling human misery and slavery.
What this means my dear human family, is that I have chosen to live a challenging life.
One where I must, I say must always find an alternative to something some of you may take for granted and thereby continue to feed into negative energy.
I am so limited in the outer world around me, it forces me to go inward and to find and reestablish myself as a sovereign. Not in legalese or any such nonsense. From on high, the soul of my being.
My coming to Peru is and always has been a death and re-birth process.
I have next to nothing, I live in a room, as renting rooms is very common in a country so poor. I wake knowing I have my own back, spirit has my back and you know what else?
My human family who in turn understands this system and supports me in their own ways have my back.
I learned in coming here, there are others like me in this world. Struggling, sometimes just floating along, doing things that don't seem to make any logical sense!!
We know what we are doing. As a united front we aim and work dilligently to dismantle an energy structure designed to suck us dry and dead.
Our actions are not sensical, for how can you even rely on an outer sense that is created and maintained by slavery etiquette. Yes etiquette, be a good boy and girl and behave and you will get your treat. Clinging to life afraid of the dark.
No we live by inner knowing, our guides are our senses known as intuition, premonition, psychic abilities the names of which are long and dare I say annoying to write out and say.
We are connected to Creation and act accordingly.
I was called to be as I am and where I am. I do not have logic for you, I have passion, grace, compassion, love, wisdom, honour, integrity and the willingness to find another way!
These traits are not found in this dying system we call modern or civilized. They are crafted from the churning furnace called genuine expression.
In a world attempting to clone behaviour into a homogenized bastardised abomination, seek and be the individualized.
It is thus I live and represent something wholly unique, yet only to those not yet aware or educated. We are not unique, we are individualized aspects of Source consciousness.
We are one!
I do not write this for my own distorted sense of gratification, fuck I can stare at a bug living out its day and feel gratified in knowing I am one with All That IS.
This is about the inspiration, the fire I light up under your ass. Get to stepping, get to being that which you know yourself to be, not what others teach you daily.
Break the ties that bind. Stand and act from genuine beingness. Lay waste to fake ass bullshit.
We the unified source field oneness, have your back. Don't believe me? Then how the fuck after 3.5 years of living in Peru with no income and no clue am I still alive??
I refuse to work a standard job, I refuse to give in, I have had low points, breaking points. Sheer gutted moments. I was supposed to for my own damn good. Maturation is a bitch, but fuck it people we need to grow up!
I am a stubborn bloke, and I have survived all that.
If I can do it, so can you.
