G'day Steemers, (No really, what is the proper term?)
Tonight would have been my eight year anniversary with my ex, we broke up in spectacular fashion a couple of weeks shy.
I have no spendable money, and no friends that I can bother, I haven't spoke to my friends in about eight years.
To add to things, I still live with my ex, I moved into the spare room and pay rent, things have been better between us since the break up than they ever were together, but tonight she is having a guy over and I am not sure how I'll be.
So on our would be eight year mark I will be alone with nothing to do and she will be with some guy in the next room.
I wish it didn't bother me that she has been with guys every day except one since the breakup. I wish I could move on as fast as she did, I recognize we are better apart, I recognize I felt like dirt being with her, but it bothers me, I had a lot invested in her and I thought she had the same.
I am going to try reaching out to old friends, but I don't deserve anything so don't expect anything.
Thank you again for the platform.
-Drakahn
