Or here is a personal situation

You are comparing the incomparable, your job is done, is known and measurable, you have nothing to explain and you should do whatever you want with the money.
Buddy, we can keep here for days giving examples, or you questioning and I replying but this is more simple than you think. This is just about transparency and things are transparent or not. All conjectures beyond this are things I don't agree with. For me, freedom is the greatest value, next comes transparency.