Today I’m just a men, When it hits me it takes me to the ground,
Somewhere far away I can hear your happiness,
Tear is hard on my face, but heart is warm.
I know you are safe, It doesn’t matter how I feel,
It never did, you know I never care,
I care about someone else, somewhere else.
That small piece no one see I feel every day,
Not everyone is enough to kill that feeling,
One talk, one smile, one touch,
It is not worth to explain,
It makes me to love you like no one ever did.
Not only are you the one in that love,
Every women is special, because when I look at you,
You will know what I feel every time,
When I see something inside you, women.
My eyes are sharp and judging if you do not understand,
But once you realize it is kingdom of safety and invention.
When you get to that point then you will realize how much feelings u have,
And u will know how much special is the one you never knew about.
Beast is what my description is like,
But you should know there is no beast with no heart,
Every beast is dream and one part of my heart,
Part in which you are the icon of many paintings.
Once I had happiness but I didn’t care,
Now it is endless river of blood and shades,
Shades in which I am at the throne.
Now, every night is the same, I dream of you, I draw you in my dreams,
And now, every day, I'm wondering if I will find someone like you.
So young my body is,
So devastated my heart is, don’t care about mind,
Toy is what I am to you, no trust,
Hard feelings, I swim in the sea of sins.
Pretend or not to is what I know,
You will never know,
The only thing you should be aware of is,
If I’m available to come this far imagine what is it then.
Some lone boy wondering around,
Looking for the truth, but aware of a lie.