My surrounding demotivates me ,my own people demotivates me,making me worthless of anything

Skill issue.

Why do you believe other's are living a better life then you? Trust me, I have seen alot on chain. Some people here r earning hand to mouth.

You are lucky to have parents who afford for your education. You have dreams of moving to Germany and studying there. You know how many students study in universities in Pakistan? Only 1% of population of Pakistan. You are luckiest 1% of Pakistan. You are fed well every single day. You don't have debt and bills to pay. You are not a bread winner of your family. How ungrateful you want to me when you are lucky in my pov?

Our last interaction was random and you were being negative about life in general. Have you ever took a deep breath and thought that maybe it's all your head? If you need free consolation services in Pakistan, I can hook you up with some professionals.

Be grateful.