I have been dreaming a lot for the past couple of months. Most of the time I only remember that I did dream a lot but don't remember what I dream. If I don't write it down, I will shortly forget.
Recently, I have been dealing with some losses. Some closer , some further. Nonetheless , I had this super weird dream last night about a my former manager that passed away and him with @Yoshiki from @XJapan were telling me that I have to die. They were leading me towards death. And I can't remember much detail, but when the time came, I told them that I don't want to die, because that means I will never talk or see my mother and I cannot bear to put her through such pain. They were very surprised and not happy about my decision not to die. I don't know how I was supposed to die and what they were going to do about it, but it was sort of like "you have to die on our terms".
It is so weird that out of all the people in the world, Yoshiki was in my dream. I mean this guy is a super mega star from XJapan band and super famous. Why would I dream about him?
The other night, it was full moon and my dog woke me up and she would not settle for hours. That night I also dreamt some weird stuff and I started thinking about death and losing her, or what would happened if I passed away, so I think my subconscious was working over time.
Is there anyone out there who can interpret my dream?
Namaste,
Dee
