Hell on Earth

Hey guys I'm really missin' my long time Hive friend @andrewmarkmusic and I was wonderin if the Canadian bear finally ate him (because he was wanderin' too much in his lowest of the low van)? The last time I checked he was washin' his feet in some lake or river while being a conservative critique of Capitalism. Let me know if he's okay tho. I have not have many friends around here.

Because without friends it'll definitely feel like hell on earth right? Like my life at the moment. I've reached that comfort and convenience level once again and now my human side is starting to look for something else. Something else other than the inner demons that come out once in a while to play with me. Needs do change.

I mean this lockdown, weird flu variant or whatever have turned us into isolated crazies. Last time I checked the mob was attacking a hospital in my city just to get that experimental vax. Total madness! It's like a horde of zombies attacking the heroes in some zombie apocalypse film. Seriously guys, my world here has gone mental. I need to escape!

But no, I remember I can't go anywhere without that stupid vax card. Travel days over? I was hoping to cook in @andrewmarkmusic's hobbit kitchen and make sure his feet's okay but guess what, the zombie mob's must have gotten him now. I feel alone.

Now if you're going to ask about my life these days, oh well, I've become a busy bee. I work from home and barely have the time to brush my hair - eeeek I know. But I'm an unbothered Queen. I do miss my carefree days. I do miss those traveling days. I do miss those college days. Oops here I go again. Stop itchy feet! Stop that existential crisis. We got to grow old and grow out of things and grow out of people. And make people. And eat people . Oh my why do we have to be adults? Can't I just sit here with my colored pencils and color your chaotic world?

I guess this emptiness feeling started when I watched those teeny series that made me miss my dysfunctional free spirited dayz. My Gawd, why do we have to grow up ? Why do we suddenly have to take things seriously now? I think the world's gonna blow up soon anyway. Sorry for being diabolic, I'm just letting all these nasty thoughts free flow so I can sleep well tonight.

I can't go anywhere I have to take responsibility like a grown-ass woman that I am. Yes that's right this is me talking. It means I'm gonna stay put until I've reached one of my goals (tiny home with hobbit kitchen and probably a hobbit ride too) and then I'd probably be out there again! Delayed gratification this is. I guess I'll just stay here inside my cave and watch the whole world go mad without me in there. See y'all.