Thanks @bitcoinman. 🩷

I am still pretty f’d up over the whole thing.
Definitely thankful for the ease of her passing. Thankful she was here. Thankful for the time we had together leading up to it.

F’d up thinking about the speed it all went down. F’d up that I was worrying about how long she might be staying with us (before it was apparent she was passing) instead of treasuring the time. F’d up thinking about Xmas and how my family has been dwindling away the past few years. Missing the holiday celebrations of years passed that kind of thing. Just a lot of feelings over a 100 different things all at once. 😔