Oh @saffisara! I am so so sorry. 😪
The photo of you with your grandma is so lovely. Loosing grandparents is so hard. Especially when they are so beloved. 💕
My most favorite grandma passed away at 98 when I was 29 years old. It was heartbreaking. In some ways you feel lucky to have had them in your life so long, but in other ways when grandparents live so long you secretly start to think they will be here always. She has been gone 16 years now, but I still feel her with me, hear her laughter, remember her smell and the twinkle in her eyes.
Your grandma is gone from here but I know you will always feel her presence in your life. You will feel her at the most unexpected times and it will always leave you feeling loved. Sending you and your whole family hugs, love and sympathy.
RE: I thought I was ready!