I lived my life in 20s as if parents are right, abuse is okay, siblings know better, they are not evil. And wasted my life in 20s and now 30s living that lie and wasted money and time on that. But now moving away it's hard but doing it because if I don't stand up now they would leech my lifeforce and leave me for suicide. I trusted parents and siblings like they were my gold and they were only eyeing their own old age and my finances. Life happened in between.