Mummy I wished we are close,
I wish I had a best friend
I wish I can talk to you
I wish I have someone to talk to
I miss having someone to talk to
I miss not having anyone in my life
I miss not having brothers
that care about me, at least I will smile
I hate myself
I hate me
Why is my life so unfortunate
I hate this feeling
God please don't let me take this life
At least one real person
I wish I could change somethings
It worsen everyday
I can barely breathe just with the taught of it
I can't eat smile
I can't laugh
I can't even be real
What will it take to care for me
What will it cost to love me
What will it cost to treat me right
What will it cost to believe in me
Life isn't given me options
Life have been unfair to me
Life is not treating me right
Life is not giving me a chance
I'm I just going to keep living
I'm I to give up
I'm I to stay strong
I'm I to live by it?
What is my wrong?
Where did I go wrong?
When did I?
Whom did I?
*I cry every day
I have sleepless night
I struggle to survive
I barely get 3 square meal
I get abused
WHY? *
*He said it was going to stop
He promised me that
He always reminds me of things that will frustrate me
He says awful things to me
He enjoys hurting me (I guess) *
How can you be so heartless
How long do you want to hurt me
How could you ever treat me this way
How can you even think of it
Yeah!
As time goes on
I was getting used to it
I was Enduring it
I was hoping with time all will be fine
I was hoping he will change
But, who I'm I,
What do I have to offer
What is he benefitting
Why should he stop
I guess I'm just an option
No one cares
No one
I wish I was not born!
I wish life gave me better hope
I wish I can change things.
I WISH!
