Looking at the scroll, I knew I was invincible. So, I turned to my alter-ego, the one with dead eyes and a permanent scowl. She gave me the glare, her locks all knotted in a bun.
“What?” I heard her ask
I shrugged and then pointed at the blank sheet of paper, “we are so incognito. Look at this, all blank.”
She scoffed in response and pulled out a book as big and old as time, “Is that what you think?”
With that said, I was confronted with digital footprints I left all over the place, over the years. My heart plunged because at this point, am I even safe?
When I take the time to surf the internet, especially during the clouded stage when my mind blanks and I just seek an out-worldly experience, I expose myself. This is not something I am proud of as the internet never forgets. I know I will be a person of influence and I see in real time how people who were nobody suddenly have dirt dug up on them as they get exposed to the world of fame.
I have made very questionable decisions in the past and sent out posts and comments that’ll make you think twice about who I am as a person. However, that was all it was. A young girl with no foresight making irrational decisions. You won’t catch me now though.
I have thought hard on how I want to deal with my mistakes and I see two solutions moving forward. I won’t reveal them here, but I do know I will be a person of influence so maybe take this as a heads up. There will be a lot of digging and discoveries, still I am not who I used to be. To the future, I wait patiently looking forward to meeting you and to the diggers, happy digging.
