Waoo! How brave you are. God knows why things happen.. They say that children come when we need them most... I am a first-time mother and it is a roller coaster of fear, anguish and learning.. But I love my baby with all my strength since it was an answered prayer. A big hug 🤗 for you and your family 🫶 God always take care of your princes ❤️❤️🫂🫂 Greetings 😊