I know no one wants to be called greedy . But deep down , if we can just be honest with ourselves , we're all greedy in a way that we want the people we love , love us back .. We're all greedy in a way that we want someone who we care about , care about us too .. We don't feel enough with just talks and walks .. And its not enough with just being someone who they know about .. That's greedy , am I right ? They say , true love is seeing the one you love happy , even if its not with you .. They say , true love is caring about them without hoping them to care about you too .. That's just messed up for me .. I've tried to be that kind of person countless times , and still it hurts so bad ... I let myself fall even if I knew that they wouldn't catch me .. Then I broke without them noticing me ... Then the worst part is , I still be there for them .. I still hope , I still stay .. Like an idiot I believe that if I stay a little longer , they will someday notice me , and appreciate me .. I couldn't cry though , bcs I dont want anyone knows my pain and laughing at me bcs this was all my fault to begin with .. And I couldn't say anything bcs no one would understand or give a fuck about it .. I stay silent ., but damn it hurts like hell .. I always try my best to be there when someone needs anyone to be there for them , cause I know how it hurts being alone , like I do .. Hell , I just cant stop .. I really want to cry .. I really need a shoulder to cry on .. I really need a hug to warm me .. God , if only I have a person to listen ... Sorry if I mess up the storyline ..
From @deepak1212