The decision to be responsible lies in you. The road to repentance is still open. If you return to God today, He will lovingly take you back.
If we confess our sins He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness- 1st john 1 verse 9
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Think of the time you have wasted. Think of the opportunities mismanaged. Remember the cost of staying out there, and make up your mind today. Leave your family and friends out of this. It is a matter between you and God.
Even if people exaggerate the things you do, at least you know where you have erred. Exercise your will today and save the decision about where you want to be.
The prodigal son came home when he came to his senses.
"I will arise and go to my father"-Luke 15: 18
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He did not wait for anybody to persuade him. Even though he was unsure what his father would do, he was willing to start all over as a servant. Once his mind was made up, he returned home.
He was surprised at the warm reception given to him.
Do not wait any longer. Go back to God. Leave people out of your decision. Salvation is a personal thing. The chairman of the occasion is God, He is your father He knows what you are battling with.
He wants you to come home now, he will end all your battles and fears.
Don't let the devil succeed over you. Give God that preference over your life.
Exercise you will now.
