i think you do not have the gospel. you have some rantings from the babylonian roman church which has nothing to do with God or Jesus, but is the most recent incarnation of the mystery religion opposed to God. Jesus said to break bread and drink wine in memory of Him, pretty normal, but the catholics have made it into a weird babylonian fetish thing that doesn't make any sense to anyone outside the church, nor to God Himself.

i used to think like you. then i looked into evolution and cosmology, researched all of the evidence and arguments they don't tell you about in school, college or university, and worked out we are being played, programmed, manipulated into believing falsehoods as true and truths as lies, exactly as orwell said it was going to be.

turns out there is no cross-species evolution, and the earth is all there is - those lights in the sky are exactly that - made for the earth, tiny, not that far. changes things a lot if it's true, doesn't it?

peace.