Thank you my friend for listening and giving me your kind feedback. Somehow, I learned to live like this, and recently I even changed the way I think, I am trying to think positive and always be ready for worst situations, but at the same time I look at the future with hope,that I can finally make things better.

But I am not sure if I can change the way I write songs 😂 cause my writing is usually emotional or about a cause, or physiology of society or life and human. And sometimes as I also mentioned before. I write free like if the words just come to me and I am writing them on a paper, it might sound funny, but it is like how prophets were taking messages, it is a feeling like that, I dont wanna say I am doing a holy thing but it is like an energy that comes to me, not every day and not every moment so I see it as a special gift.