if the body isn't well nor is the mind, being sick and not feeling well makes every good intention fade away, i know because i had almost 3 years thrown in the toilet for that and i also had to work still being the only one employed at home, and i also have anxiety everything might return again... i can only wish you the best, hopefully in a few months you will be back, i think it takes months to recover from anemia and blood loss like you did, also stress consumes you too