You must be in 1st world to think die and broke are good thing, they are not. There is nothing more to life other than money, people come and go, memories fade and in grand scheme only money survives, without it you'd be surviving every single day I suppose you're in comfort zone of that world so you feel there are other things important. You don't have to have to feel sorry for me. I lived from multiple layers of life to now a developer working for zurich based company.