Hi Mom just writing to let you know im thinking of you a letter you will not get to read of course. You who brought me into this world , protected me taught me and gave me so much love and the best advice when i needed it. So many times i witnessed your strength ,bravery I am truly regret the times we might have disagreed but you know you were always right even if i could never admit it. Life has never been simple here we should have moved back home but you chose to stay and start a new life in a place where we were strangers as if life wasn't hard enough it became complicated even for you. Over the years you watched me make every dumb mistake possible and had a good laugh most of the time and always a rock my rock, my biggest supporter helped me thought my hardest struggles and times of happiness and the only woman i ever trusted with my money, well almost up to now :). But giving away all the Popsicle to my friends did leave me indifferent cause i thought they were for me lol, always a lesson in generosity thank you, I will be looking for you in heaven if it exists and your words of wisdom i will always remember and hold dear to me. How many times have you told me you have to be friends first, maybe a lesson i might never learn. Only to hear that i should go with my own kind. I had a hard time figuring that one out over the years you would think i would be smarter than that. I know my being alone bothered you ,probably the reason for my spartan life style to this day but i promised ya i not stop looking and i wont. I will miss you with all my heart , please forgive my weakness right now remembering you. i remember feeling sorry for myself has no merit .Without you will surely be like without my sunshine cause you always had a contagious smile for anyone and everyone. i love you and will miss you greatly mom ps. say hi to dad
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