There's only so many hours in a day, but there can be so many regrets and so many chances for procrastination. Ain't that crazy...? Everyday is a gift, the present is a present. Yeah.
It's hard to find inspiration sometimes, it's hard to understand what's going on usually. Life is a strange abyss I tell ya.
I kind of have a great memory and an overactive mind, I try to find anything to turn it off but sometimes I just can't.
Is that meme pretty much the elephant in the room of life? Just me? Yeah, probably just me.
I've been on Hive for nearly nine years. Pretty cool I guess.
Sometimes I wonder, why society is the way it is.
Sure, I have all the answers I definitely know how the world should work.
We as humans have progressed and progressed to where exactly? Like why must we have more than like food and shelter and whatnot? I don't know where the sweet spot is but yeah.
Will humanity ever like chill and say, we win?
When it comes to entertainment I like books and sports for the most part. Chess is a new thing that I suck at, but is fun.
There's so much excess bro. My brain is fried.
But yeah sure let's just keep making money for rich people to stay rich. Shit is disturbing for real.
I know I'm jealous, ungrateful, lazy and stupid.
But how many jobs actually matter honestly?
How is it mathematically possible that we have literal homeless people but if you commit an actual crime you can live for free.
Why does society only take responsibility for people after they fail?
February 24th...
My dad passed away on this day, and it's also my mom's first husband's birthday.... Yeah and there's other uh circumstances.
Just weird.
I watched this video the other day too. Definitely fried my brain.
Quantum immortality.
Other stuff.
Do I have all the answers? No. Well, maybe, LOL.
I know for a fact that others don't either.
Had I grown up in a society where learning to hunt, farm, and build a house was a thing I am pretty sure I'd be chilling.
I feel like society has fixed what wasn't broken. It's not even a population thing it's a 'I spent 13 years in school learning random crap' thing.
I am being pretty simple minded and the opposite of articulate, and I get that. But my current mood is just pure pure meh. My brain feels like pure pure mush.
Life really just feels like a Twilight Zone episode.
