I felt sad while reading this. Sorry to experience that kind of hurtful thing. How I wish that they can realize what they did. For me, the trauma can't be replace of anything but a simple sorry and talk can possible melts our heart and understand them. And now, you know how to stand already so please don't allow yourself to be treated that way again. That's why sometimes it's better to start and build from scratch on your own than living with relatives because there are some who treated us in different way. I hope your okay now. Praying for your peace of mind and healed heart.