These past few weeks, I have been dreaming (induced by binaural beat, WILD technique) about my past and yes I am abit try hard lately to master this.
For those new with lucid dreaming, you can google/wiki it. My only reason to do this is because I want to know about my past since I suffer from intention amnesia. I cant remember anything from my childhood life and it can be so frustrating especially when you actually can do something yet Idk where/when I learnt it.
Hell yeah, I was abused so bad during my childhood life yet I cant remember any of it.
From the picture above, my aim is to push my subconscious which make my to remember my past by dreaming of it.
I know this is hard, but then I just need to sleep lul.
So far, the results have been quite good. I mean like, I discovered a bit of my primary school life which I just know how introverted and autistic. I cant really remember much but from the dream journal I have, some of the dreams are connected and lead to this one book.
Oh well, I wish I could share more. But then, I got triggered by my english haha
I might continue writing once I am totally ready to share something.
