I lay in bed a lot. I am not entirely sure why. Part of it is laziness. Another part lack of motivation or drive. Lack of goals. Wanting to catch up on the latest Netflix or YouTube videos. Messaging people on facebook, checking twitter, and the like. It never ends. I can lay in bed for hours on end. Avoiding responsibilities and never really advancing. I don’t even want to think of how many hours I spend in bed. I mean its not all day everyday although it sure does feel like that. It’s just too much. And I have been like this for a while. I am 31. I tend to live life in my head. I am sure a lot of people do that but yeah. I mean I have suffered from depression and anxiety for like most of my life too. But I don’t really think I am all too depressed or anxious these days. I mean I certainly am but I don’t know if that is necessarily the root cause.
