Often, we are seeking something or acting upon an idea that we deem fit a life to live for or goal to reach. When you act it is upon the mind when the mind thinks it is upon the heart. while the hearts action keep the whole thing in circulation. So, one must truly love themselves in order for the mind and action to follow in it's same footsteps.
Our egos, often, make us believe that we know who we are, how we feel about who we perceive is us, what we want and/or where we should go. Even then, if we are unaware what we search for, often in denial we still react as to say we know (which is your ego : to protect you from the scary world of change). We truly react as if we know how and what is for our best interests and even then we still will act with a large percentage of true awareness of the entire scenario and of paths we choose to take. Would we still act upon the same decisions if we know the very act may lead down a road of less fruit filled longevity?
The very lesson we seek to learn is the one that we repeat too often, make or often miss the off ramp for and are walking right into the middle of a trap created by our own sub-consciousness or path from our previous destination. Sometimes, this can be good and we learn... but, more likely in the day of confusion and disarray we live in today in the age of technology and mis-information we end up just repeating the same cycle of idiotic nature: doing something over and over and expecting different results...
So, I encourage you to try and make a more valid and effective decision if you are not living the life you feel you deserve. Often, the answer and problem to change is in your heart, mind and actions. Don't allow yourself to stay stuck in your loop or system that controls your reality. Unplug from your own subconscious egotistical matrix or system that keeps everything in the illusion of "safe and happy". Instead to introduce a bit of unease, discomfort, new experiences and against the grain to your normal routine decisions. Change is what keeps your mind hear and action awake end educated, but keeping all three on their of one’s self HEART MIND and BODY on its toes in a self education and self awareness growth in the trinity of conscioussness.
"Do not try and bend the spoon. That's impossible. Instead only try to realise the Truth... There is no spoon... Then you'll see that it is not the spoon that bends, it is only yourself" *Matrix 1999
