I didn't bought upvotes because I know that it is frowned upon. I have my own niche mostly about myself and gained support as I also support my friends here.
I know that I made a mistake and apparently it infuriated powerful whales here so I was cancelled plus of course smaller accounts that are jealous about my achievements fueled those big stake holder's rage not to mention my opinion about the contentious fork.
Anyway if I maybe given another chance then of course I will be thankful and abide all by the written and unwritten rules.
I hope that the hive door is not permanently closed for me. I'm still waiting at it's doorstep.