I do not know if my face had gone smaller or not but now I can just press my lips together and stick my tongue out to like my lips which I could not do many months before I had bought my laptop way back at April 2018.
It is on the table for my plan to fix my face or at least inside my mouth so that I could be able to chew my food better and not with my incisors striking the raised gum at the back of my lower teeth which is why I prefer to eat while laying down so that the food would remain at the back of my mouth so I can only chew my food with my right up and down molars.
For my laptop I could say that I am satisfied with it, it had been with me since April 2018 so it has been about two years and three months in use almost every day except if I would go for my dialysis sessions and going to the bathroom.
I never get to unplug it and it stayed plugged all these years. I do not get to transport it too and it just remains here beside my bed in this position all these times.
I really could not use this laptop while I am sitting down because it gets uncomfortable as my back would be killing me if I would be in a conventional sitting position while computing. That is why I can do my computing in an extended period of time without my back straining.
I am also not setting the brightness at full or even 75% because of my eye's exposure to its light so I am setting it up only at 35% brightness since I am only doing a text-based "work" and if I would want to see a movie it is only the time that I would set the brightness at full.
Back to my face, I am also not concentrating on fixing my appearance anymore, I might have liked it now. It just makes a good way to give strangers some freak show and I also might like the attention that this horrid appearance would give. I might even get to be discovered for some talk show even and receive support that I needed.
It is just this appearance has a twin disability like what I had mentioned, my difficulty in eating, discomfort in sitting around much more with walking which is quite impossible now without my knees and feet's joints killing me not to mention my back pain issues too.
All those things that I mentioned I also wanted to get fixed. I wanted my crooked back to get aligned so that I will not get anymore difficulty in swallowing and breathing as stretching my backbone again would give my lungs more room for my lungs to take in more air.
But these dreams, wants, needs, and longings have a price indeed and it would take some miracle for me to be able to achieve these things which for me is so far-fetched like a punch on the moon.
For me it is a problem at a time and believing that there is still hope to make some great improvement in my current medical problems. So with prayers and utmost perseverance and patience maybe I could at least solve a problem or two in the future.
Back to my laptop, it is a Lenovo Yoga laptop, very dependable and durable (I hope) which is why I bought this kind of laptop because Lenovos are durable. I just can't buy the T-series or the other known durable models because of their expensive prices but I guess that this model is good enough since I just do not use it so extensively buy only in an extended period of time everyday. I just hope that it would not really die on me and pray that it would outlive me.