I figured out that it is not good to endure this side-effect of my medicine which I am always complaining about and it affects me a great deal with some form of appetite loss which doesn't improve my health because as eating I should be enjoying and something that is not I should not be having trouble in doing.
My doctor discourages me from getting the parathyroidectomy because of the health clearances that I should accomplish, the physical constraints that I will have to undergo in the operating table, and the fact that I am already a dialysis patient is the main factor of inhibiting me from getting my required parathyroidectomy.
I won't be even talking about this if it doesn't make me uncomfortable, the only good thing about my medicine is that it really does cure my bone degeneration and it quite alleviated my body pains. But if I won't get a normal appetite which I so trying my best to have and is not a good news really if day in and day out I will suck up the misery that is causes me. So I am saving up some money so I can get my parathyroidectomy, it is still in my plans now.
I maybe even try for a kidney transplant and it is just only that my family is now used to my condition that no one here now is even thinking about it. You might say that there are risks into it but my life is full of risks and the benefits will definitely out-weight the risks for both kidney transplant and that parathyroidectomy. I just have to be in control of my fate and make myself be determined that I know what I want so now I will just try to save up some finances for that distant goal that will make me reborn myself again and see the world again like any normal person in this world.