Is now clear to me the very first day we met.
I was too foolish and blind to see the danger in you.
The devil inside you were hidden from me,
Causing me so much anger and pain.
From the beginning you took away my pain and gave me comfort,
You took away the light in me,
And brought darkness to my mind.
Every other person keep falling into your trap,
It always worked for you.
No one left to call out to,
Friends nowhere to be found,
All forever gone.
I feel like I am in hell every day,
The first thing on my mind every day, is you.
The more I want your love,
The more I want you to die.
I have this feeling there was no possibility.
You took my soul away,
I saw you were a monster.
You would never let me go even when I tried all possible means to get away.
My scream and cry won't help me,
People warned me about you,
I just have to accept my fate.
No one could never understand the sick effect you had on me.
Family and friends turned blind eyes on me.
I freeze all night in your cell,
You made me trick my love ones.
The most amazing hope happened,
I make up my mind one day to grow my wings.
You shall not take anything from me anymore,
My life shall never be taken by you.
You have stolen enough all these years,
Is over for you now.
If dying will set me free from you,
Then I will die in peace,
I am destined to go higher in life.
I will turn the clock around,
Everything will change.
I will deal with everything, because you will be after me again.