Wow just wow! From the relationship I see that you and Flame have (I have yet to meet and learn more about Shanti) learning about your childhood and part adulthood fear of dogs was quite shocking. It is clear that you have overcome that phobia and were able to leave those fears behind allowing you to enjoy both of your beautiful companions.
I’ll admit, reading this article had me on edge (although of course I knew you survived) especially when the pack of stray dogs were chasing you. Thank the Lord you were able to escape that terrifying situation safely and unharmed. I can’t imagine what was going through your young mind when you saw that dog’s teeth clutched to your friends arm. 😣
Some of the expressions you shared in the moments of panic I really resonate with. Especially this one,
I could feel the barometer of panic and the 'freak state' rise and fall in my Being.
It’s like it just overcomes you and takes over and you try everything in your power not to let it go there.
I did LOL on this part you said,
I was cynophobic even though I didn't know the word existed until I looked it up for the title of this post.
I myself didn’t know there was a word for my phobia. I secretly got excited that it actually had a name. 😅 Mainly because I wanted to prove to my family that I wasn’t crazy and that I actually have a condition. 😏
I really enjoyed the photos of the dogs and also Frankie’s photo. Wow that cover photo was quite a blend. It really spoke the title of your post.
I am really glad you shared your story and what you were able to overcome. It’s funny you say I inspired you to write this but in turn you inspired and encouraged me further by sharing this triumph over FEAR!
Thank you so much for all of your kind words and for adding me on as a beneficiary. You are always generous and thoughtful and I appreciate you ~
Ooops! 😳 Talk about TL;DR lol! I don’t mean for my comments to be so long but I just always have a lot to say and don’t feel right if I don’t get it all out. 😄
This was a Wonderful read!
RE: Dogs In Black And White - The Birth And Death Of My Cynophobia