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Crystal DeCell
@creatrixcrystal
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I do all the things. Living life one day at a time.
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2017-10-03 22:10
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life
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Illness and ER Visits
I’m going to have to take a break from Steemit for a month or so. That wasn’t my intention, as prior to an ER visit earlier this week, I had been able to post everyday. My hope had been to continue writing
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spirituality
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Today Has Been Rough, But I Still Appeal to Karma
My head hurts, my body aches, shaking from my second panic attack of the day. My fever has spiked and all I want to do is lay in bed and cry. Fears over everyday survival are triggering my panic attacks.
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philosophy
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On False Positivity
Throughout my life I have been told to smile more times than I can count. I have been told that I need more joy in my life and that I bring people down. I don’t believe in pushing my emotions off on others,
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pets
9y
On The Loss of A Pet
My pet rat died this morning. I buried her near her sister. Then I took down her cage, threw away all of her linens, and scrubbed the area around where she and her sister had lived for the past 2 years.
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life
9y
We Are More Than Our Mistakes
Image credit: Geralt on Pixabay I used to have a bad habit of berating myself over every small mistake I would make. I still have this problem sometimes, though meditation and mindfulness has helped me
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writing
9y
On Chekhov and Writing
Writing everyday has not been on my agenda. Writing sustains me through the times when I feel like everything is crumbling around me. When I get so sick that I am stuck in bed for weeks at a time, my back
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illness
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The Law of Karma and Decision Making while Chronically Ill
I’ve had a fever for almost 2 years. The beginning of March will likely mark an unhappy anniversary of sorts for me, the 2-year point of having a fever of unknown origins. During that period, I have gone
