Oh getting lost in a jungle filled with plants might have felt more enjoyable than this. I am taking life as it happens day by day and I am aware that healing will not happen overnight. Introspection helps and writing about it. It is interesting to read my own thoughts and understand my reactions and emotions better.

I am learning to prioritize my emotional health as well as I can easily pretend that I am fine when in fact I am not.

Thank you very much Denise, I am grateful that I can speak here sincerely and have genuine support, it is soothing for my heart. I will continue to heal , slowly. Reading, painting, writing helps.