Eventful. Yup, that's a good word. I admire that you managed to get over the financial loss, business loss, friendship loss. Those are not easy pills to swallow. The best part is that you haven't lost yourself , which by the way is the only thing you should never want to lose and which actually matters.

Asking for help is a sign of strenght actually. Is shows that you can manage your Ego and assess your situation realistically. Happy holidays🤗