Only a post from G. can make lawn look sexy haha. I can relate with the things you said about perfectionism, as I used to have the same issue. Now I try to channel that energy into something more useful, it was exhausting for me to keep those perfectionist standards on a pedestal. Imperfections do make us unique. It is a constant practice to keep it under control. Daily. It is better than a couple of years ago. I remember having my whole day ruined if somehow I didn't make it on time on work. Minute, second you name it, it bugged me. Now I am fine if things don't always go my way as I observed that sometimes it is much better when they don't.