I do think about my past decisions, especially when I notice old decision making patterns lurking into the present. I try to analyize and see where I could have been better. I do not sit with it long though because ruminating never helps.
Letting life to take you wherever it goes.... Hm.. Sounds a bit too carpe diem for me, but in the same time I noticed that with all of my struggle, plans, determination, there will always be a small portion of this thing we call life that I will never be able to control. This feeling made me very anxious for a long time until I embraced the fact that life in itself is uncertainty in a shell.
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