Wednesday Walk - New Life Journey

Today is September 17, 2026 and the last tine I posted here had been one year ago. I couldn't believe how far I survived the test of my well being. My 2024 last quarter of the year was the very crucial part of my life. I was repeatedly hospitalized until 2025 and last summer vacation I was also hospitalized. I couldn't believe how to fight for survival but I survived by the grace of God.

New version of myself.

I will tell you that the man I loved and cared for 15 years had gone. He have two children and accepted them like a biological son. I met their father when we got same assignment where I still working now as teacher. We were three pioneer teacher here and one is already working in another place and my ex boyfriend. His wife had cheated him before until they got separation after she did it again and again. Then we met. I never thought that he could cheat me when he got new assignment. He told me that the girl he found had a lopus. That woman had also children and married. Whereas, I am single without child. The difference is just simple, Im poor , the woman with him is rich and a CPA. He talked to me and explained. He told me that he couldn't escape from that girl who always said to commit suicide if he left her behind. For the sake of my love and love of his sons who loved me more than their mother, I gave all my understanding. Letting go is the best choices for peace of mind between us all. His sons live with me while he live with the son of his new girlfriend.

The place we met and the place he left me behind.

I cried many times for how many months but God gave me wisdom more than I needed most. I found myself again stronger than before. I am truly happy that his children have biggest respect to me. It considering a greatest gift to be appreciated.

I surpassed the failure and pain. Though he promised me to be back one day a d just give enough time to set him free from that manipulative woman. I learned to wait but I ready to accept without his return.

Instead of thinking the sad story ofy life, I enjoyed every moments with my students in school. I give time to myself. I have a lot of medicine to give me strength. God is so good to me. I am now in better place of the situation in God.