Just watched an interesting YouTube video about a guy who smoked some DMT and narrating his experience which was very vividly explained it in detail. He stated he was an experienced DMT user so he was used to the out of this world experience that occurs when smoking DMT.
Now, what was interesting to me was the number of responses he received on his video normally I can get to the bottom of a YouTube The video was posted July 1st so that's about a month-and-a-half ago It has over 200k views which are insane. The channel has about 70,000 subscribers its called Real Spirit Dynamics. The video titled “I took DMT and saw the simulation” posted on July 1 2018. The type of engagement received was overwhelming. Goes to show that many people are interested in the subject.
I for one am always wondering about reality and what it really is you know the fact that we are possibly living in a simulated reality and we are all biological quantum computers or maybe even Holograms something I always think about is if we're made out of atoms and atoms are 99% empty space then wouldn’t that make us a whole bunch of empty space? They say that the atoms vibrate is such an incredibly fast speed that it makes us all seem whole or solid when in reality we can possibly just be are anyways dessert Concepts that a lot of people may not agree with or even be aware of or have you ever thought about. I tried DMT twice I would have continued to experiment with it where it not for the fact that I develop some type of allergic reaction that gave me asthma and I had a difficult time breathing a few days after I'm not sure if it was related or not but I may try it again in the future. The substance I smoke look like tiny grains of Amber about the size of grains of sand may be slightly larger, it smelled like plastic which I had read was how it should smell though from what I've also read it was supposed to be a white powder so I'm not sure if it was purified correctly or purged I think is the better term but regardless I tried it and had an experience not to get too in detail but it was like a conscious dream where I was traveling weightless and I had a voice that was talking to me she could have been my subconscious could have been an invoice I had visions of Egyptian triangles like pyramid but more like cartoonish triangles I also recall when I was waking from the effects I saw reality literally constructing itself before my eyes like in The Matrix reality was being constructed at a very rapid rate all around me my visual field was being constructed right before me with little electrical Dot's building my reality around me and before me. I also recall a bright white light similar to what a film projector looks like behind The Reeling film it was as if reality is all light and everything you see is a projection. I feel like this is a loose account of my experience. I also recall being fully rested after the experience like if I had just awoken from a long deep slumber. I also recall having a lot of energy that evening and not wanting to go to sleep but about a day or so later I was very tired it's like if it just changed my whole sleep cycle. The reason I'm writing about it is just so I don't forget this must have been I would say 5 years ago perhaps again I would try it again but at the same time I'm not sure if searching for deeper truths is something we are meant to be doing or supposed to be. it's like if you're reading a book but you skip to the end that you miss out on everything in between. so anyways they say life is about the journey not the destination but then again there's always two sides to every coin. sometimes I feel like I am searching and curious for the truth behind it all and then sometimes I tell myself I should just enjoy the moments of life and go through the motions and try to make the most of it. I can go on about this topic because it's always been interesting to me ever since I began researching it a couple years back I read the book The Spirit Molecule by Strassman forgot his first name right now point being I was very interested in the subject for quite a while until I finally got my hands on it tried it but then you ask yourself how can you really apply this to your everyday practical life and but not sure if you can or not if you try to explain it to someone that's not into this sort of thing or ready to hear it you just sound like a crazy person but if you speak to someone who is interested in all the spiritual questions of life and unknown facets of reality it's like you're traveling through space in a conversation and you have to ask yourself what type of benefit does that actually have you know I feel like all things will be Answered in due time. so what's the point of getting ahead of ourselves now life should be about enjoying yourself and enjoying your time here as much as you can making a plan to live a free life.
Anyways so things that are on my mind are getting myself out of my situation which I've made some progress in hopefully I should be able to get through this point and then my next area to conquer will be creating independent business for myself that is profitable and full feeling and scalable. I've been diving into selling on Amazon eBay also looking to digital marketing print on demand I would like to start making YouTube videos maybe D tube videos things that I've mentioned in many prior posts. Lately, I enjoy being alone and learning either through YouTube or other forms of media books articles whatnot but I can see how it can become lonely and then I ask myself if that's what I really want to be alone. I really don't know right now but I feel like being alone allows me to connect with my inner voice and self and maybe get to the root of what it is I really want because I may not even know myself. I realize I spend a lot of time playing video games or mobile games distracting myself from reality when what I should really be focusing on is the progression of making myself a profitable business that I can depend on. I have lost all my faith in cryptocurrency, for now, I should just pull out a little money I have invested in it I feel like it was such a ripoff and really don't see it coming back I hope I'm wrong but it seems like all the coins have gone to shit with no real value behind any of them and even that has been a wild ride for many don't get me wrong It's still much higher from where it began but having peaked at 20K and now sitting at 6.5 K I'm sure there's a lot of sore people out there but anyways you shouldn't delve into things you don't completely grasp or have control over is my current opinion no one is trying to make the masses wealthy overnight.
