5 minute daily free writing - Gradient

I was having encounters with her in some weird ways. I got rejected recently, and now I’m noticing her everywhere. Is this some sort of sign? I thought, I’ll just ask her and see what happens. Rejected again—yikes. This one hurts, though. I just asked out of curiosity.
She rejected me, but we started talking. What is this, by the way? She is completely different from me. Am I starting a relationship because I need someone?
She is a very good person. Am I in love now, or is it just being with somebody? I don’t know what love is. Does it build with time, or is it just a spectrum?
Having fun and learning things together. Going through times and experiencing things. I just need her now. I don’t know how this happened, but I cannot live without her.
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