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First and foremost this realization happen a long time ago, its been over a month, March 20, 2018 to be exact. This happen inside the classroom so I really can't take pictures of it Hahahaha 馃槀. You know its forbidden 馃槀馃槀馃槀馃槀
So how do I remember this event and realization?
Hmmmm, I was taking notes of some topics way back then. It was because I was too busy to make my Steemit posts so I tend to take notes 馃槀馃槀. Having an every day topic to be posted in steemit is really hard so I tend to write my topics as soon as it pass my mind 馃槀
I was making my system and its documentation when this realization happened, I was expected and scheduled to a defense a week from that day. Despite of being scheduled for a defense I doubt that I can make it on time as I was having a hard time making my system and documentation at the same time.
To make all things clear, I'm going to first talk about the incident in the schedule of our defense. 80% of the scheduled defenses was and will not happen, almost all of the students was having a hard time and can't make it on time. Of course most of the students, including me was trying our very best to cope up with the schedule but I think I really can't make it on time. Until a problem arises . . .
There was a rumor that we students are having some rebellion with the university. According to the spreading rumor, the students that was not able to defend their research study will going to have a mutiny. Also they the rumor are saying that the students will intend to not defend their research study so the university will make some adjustments to the said schedule
We were being scolded by our professors about this matter, and I was really shock. It was the first time that I hear the news, that news didn't reach me when I was developing the system for my research study. I might be very busy this past few days so I think it didn't reach me XD.
Our professor wants us to learn something about the incident, so they give us some punishment. Instead of making some adjustments for us, they will not make any of it.
They want us to learn that every actions have consequences and we must be prepared for it, they also add that the consequence of a single person is also the consequence for all of us.
With this reasoning, many of my classmates was shocked and don't want to get punished. They are claiming that they was not participating the said rumor and don't do anything with it. I also think of that way until one of my classmate spoke
Maybe all of the participants of that rumored rebellion or mutiny must be the one that gets punished. Those persons that doesn't know and deal with the said rumor must be out of the said punishment.
I really think like the most of my classmates, agreeing to them that we must find all those persons that deals with the "said rebellion" and give them the punishment themselves.
Then what ?
our professor ask us.
Where going to find those people or peoples then what? What punishment do you guys want us to give? Do you want us to kick them in this school? Do you want us to don't let them defend their research studies? Of course not, you will probably think that they don't deserve to be kicked, they still deserve to defend their studies. So give us suggestions, what punishment can we give ?
No one answered our professor, we all realize that we can't give them that punishment and we really don't get any punishment at all. It's not a punishment, its just that the plan of giving some extensions will not happen anymore.
Blaming others will lighten my burden
Well I am not saying that all of the persons blame others but I think a lot was used on blaming others. We used to blame others so we will not be the one that gets the blame to much.
I myself was guilty to this, I literally not mean to blame others but I see myself not knowingly blaming others. I intend to find someone that will be punished even I was not rally involve to that matter. I intend to make someone put and seat in the hot seat, the punishment chair where all get sad.
That day, March 20, 2018 I realize that I must stop making excuses and let someone face the burden. Maybe they have some sins in the matter that I was involved to, but I must be the one to face it, after all I was the one involved to it. In the first place if I make myself more dedicated to my research study I might make it in time and defend it right at my scheduled date.
So now, it was already May 7, 2018 and I finally defended my study. It was not on time but because my professors see our hard works, despite of the exceeded schedule they still let us defend our study. I was really grateful and promised that will do my very best to finish the revisions of the study.
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