I feel that the pain of a loss will always be present and even more so when the ties and ties are so strong, we just learn to live with it, I am very sorry about your brothers, but they were both suffering and now they are in a better place, and I know that expressing our feeling lightens our hearts a little, so when my mother-in-law falls into tears, I just hug her tight and let her vent, to feel accompanied and that she is not alone in this recent loss of my beloved father-in-law. We are never prepared for death, although it is the safest thing we have, after being born. I am very glad to read you, thanks for sharing. Blessings 🙏🏽🤗💖