I’m glad that you’ve had some assistance from a higher power during challenges, I think it’s important that we try to see it that way. We should try to see it in a way of “what is this trying to teach me?” Instead of “this sucks!!”

A priest had mentioned a famous saying years ago that stuck with me, along the lines of “when we pray for help, do we get the help directly or do we get the opportunity to be helped and we have to recognize it?” It was a good one!