Glad that you found a bit of a passion among the chaos. Not necessarily a passion I think I would be doing but everyone has their own ideas and that's awesome! I think it's also great that you have started a small path to some form of sustainability, even producing small amounts of meat like that for your family is huge! A lot of these countries like where you live, their governments love when their people depend on them for every little thing so the best you can do is break apart from that and do stuff on your own!